A day like no other
I felt my legs slowly ice up and numb down...they say that in moments like this time dimes down, slowes down and everything appears to happen in slow motion. I felt stranded in time, as if "forever" was then and there happening around us..I remember I heard myself speaking in a low voice: "at least I won't feel anything when we'll hit...and this should be in a few moments now...why didn't it happen already?"
I was so stiff that I couldn't take my eyes off of the speeding monster truck in front of us, the one that seemd ok with the front collision...It was coming at us like a hawk on a pray...
I felt my friend behind the wheel flooring it to the ground...the engine roared...she shifted gears...it felt like we were picking up speed but we weren't advancing at all, the truck on our right was hiting the gas pedal once again...
They say that you get to see your whole life streaming in front of your eyes...important events, beloved ones...my head, for the first time throughout my conscious existence, was a bundle of monumental silence...so empty...so quiet, so calm...
Something ever more strange started to happen...a bunch of numbers, figures, features started popping up...ford focus, a 1.9 engine with a direct gasoline injection, 152 mph top speed, reaches up to 60 mph in let's say 6 seconds...distance until impact: less than fifty feet? 2 more feet to overcome the looney idiot to our right...current speed? X- can't see, too horrified...we need one more gear shift...but do we have the time to do that?
My brain found no answer...maybe it didn't want to do the math, maybe it didn't need to...a lovely high-pitched piano melody started to relax my imagination..a guitar brought some delightfully low notes to the picture...an entire symphony imploded in my head...my body felt tense and at the same time numb whereas my brain unleashed wild, crazy music in my head...I was enjoying the moment and at the same time fearing it terribly...
When we passed the first truck, a few inches away from the second one...it felt like a black whole drained me down the floor of the car...like I'd hit a wall and part of me sticked to it and part of it went through...The adrenaline pumped back feeling into my muscles, music stopped...We went silent all the remaining 2 and a half hours...
This just goes to show that no matter how good of a driver you may be and think you are there's an idiot out there willing to put you up to the test!!!